I have so much of me on film, I don’t remember my life before this morning—
I never thought I would wake up, 23.
A cynic in a fairy tale
and scared shitless, too.
(You should see my fingernail smile on film) I close my eyes and I could
dive into another life and still feel that pulse;
swim through another birth canal and still hate my heart,
making the same mistakes over and over.
I am so bored with my youth, said every narcissist ever,
staring into their reflections,
© Alexandra Jema